I had to be willing to face the fact that I nearly destroyed myself by sabotaging my growth. As I discussed in my previous blog Change and Consistency, I have to be willing to face my reality. The reality is that I and no one else sabotaged my growth.
Self sabotage is a cancer to growth, it sits there festering waiting to burst. This I did by procrastinating, not following up on things, beating myself up, being racked full of self doubt, blaming others,making excuses, playing victim,etc,etc. The fact still remains that I have to own up to them if I want to be consistent and allow my growth to be quantified.
In this journey I have come to realize that there is no way in the hell, I can grow as a person if I continuously jack my situation up. There is no way possible for me to see the growth I am looking for if I am politickin' with fear and allowing his first cousin self sabotage to walk right in with him.
I was stuck in a holding pattern with my growth in having fear and self sabotage on my sides. I sabotaged my self and I missed opportunities, or ended up falling short. This disease of self sabotage killed my growth, and now its time to let it go.
Self Sabotage
Moving forward
This was Afrikah's Perspective
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